Life?

Just when you think you have life figured out for yourself.. things turn around. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worst - but you learn to adapt, learn and grow! Always put yourself first because nobody else will. Just do you! LOVE YOU!

Right now I'm at a stand still. I mean, I do things out of schedule because I'm use to it! But what I've come to realize is you have to go hard.. Live your life & take chances. Change is good? Actually, its great! How will you know what you like and what you don't if you only stick to one thing? That goes for everything you do! In a way, I've been taught to go and get what you want because its YOUR life. Well you know what? I sat back, watched and waited for too long.. Watching and waiting wont get you anywhere. You gotta go out and grab that shit! They say "Life is short." Damn straight - life is waaay too short; even though its the longest thing WE'VE got. But I'm sayin'.. People always say, "OMG, time went by so fast." Exactly! So in that "short" amount of time.. Do what you love. Don't worry about what anyone else thinks. Tell them to mind there own business & do them. I'ma do me & you do you.

Alot of people won't admit this, but I can definitely say I'M SCARED! As each day goes by.. I'm learning to let go! One thing I DO know, is that my heart is in Toronto! :) FA REAL* <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="">
At the end of all this, I can say that I'm comfortable in my own skin. I'd like to think of myself as an INDIVIDUAL! I don't follow. Well, I try not too. But sometimes you get so god damn caught up... But I try to take the lead.. and if nobody is with me, I'll hold myself down. What I want to take from these experiences I'm going through, is remaining true to myself. Loving & living for MYself. I just want to make ME happy - take care of MY family & (true) friends. I wanna SMILE and be STRESS FREE! Is that too much to ask? Because I'll stop @ nothing :)

Take it easy, everybody...
Paayce.

Bowling

Me, my mom, my dad, Minnie, Amos, Corrina, Belva, Burke, Bill & Nanny. We started in the bowling league awhile ago, maybe a couple months ago, actually. The thing is, we bowl for fun. Nothing serious. At least that's what I thought! We would always to go have fun & just get a night out. But when people start playing to win? That's a different story. It's not even fun anymore. It goes from fun & games to competing & winning. Basically from fun to NO fun. I hate when that happens. I mean, in all, I still like bowling. But another thing that bothers me is we always bowl 3 games. Every Wednesday night... And 3 games is too much for me! My contacts start drying, my feet start getting sore, my arm starts hurting. And I just don't enjoy it anymore. Maybe if we played 2 games? Then that'd be awesome =) BUT WHATEVER!

I'm just chillen @ home right now and I'm on the computer... but I think I'm going to get off. I might add more when I'm on my blackberry. Depends how I feel and if I'm doing anything else. Stay real, guys. Paayce!

Exam?

NOT FAIR. I promised to add to my blog after my exam, but it wouldn't let me save anything yesterday! It wouldn't even let me save anything this morning..the fuck? So technically, it ain't my fault. But I think I did awesome in my English exam! I really do! But anyways - what's up with everybody? I'm just texting a few people and listening to my Akon CD.. I LOVE AKON! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM!! Damn. First of all - his complexion is fucking NICE! Second? His voice is like BAAAMM! Woooo! Haha. I can't get over him; shit. But anyways.. I'm gonna do something before I go to bed. Early night for me.. Paayce!

Oh, HELL naw.

Ooookay, my bad! Again! I said I'd start updating more.. At least I think I said I would. I've been so busy with work & school. Okay, I haven't been constantly busy, but its not like the first second I have free time, I'm all, "Hey! I can add to my blog right now!"

But anyways - first off? I'm done with this bitch. Boots are off, and I'm kicken' her to tha curb, fa REAL! Don't you think friendship should be 50/50? Shit, I could be on my death bed and this bitch wouldn't leave this dude for a min to come say peace. Whatever. Your ass is done; to me, anyways. And to a LOT others, I'm sure. People are so blinded by love. I wonder if they actually took a couple steps back and not be so hard-headed all the time, maybe they'd SEE the realization of it all. ITS NOT LOVE, ITS SEX. You don't know how people see you, do you? Shiiittt..

But anyways! I'm fine, thank you! :) I have a Provincial Exam innnnn.. 10 and a half hours. Shitty for me? Yep, exactly what I was thinkin'. I didn't study for a second : Maybe a blog in a couple weeks will be about me failing andsaying I should have studied. Naw, I'm Jennifer Bolton, bitches! I don't fail! *looks left & right* At least I try not to..

Hmm. When I think of more things to bitch about, I'll update. I PROMISE to write in here tomorrow! It will probably open up with me talking about how hardcore the exam was and how horrible I did. Or if something happens that pisses me off, that'll slip into slot #1. How lovely. *knocks on wood* But aye, its bed time for me! Don't be dumb! Paayce