Dwayne Wade

"It has been difficult to see false allegations, rumours & gossip repeatedly discussed in public about my personal life, I had no other choice but to file this action in order to clear my name."
- Dwayne Wade



Okay, sooo.. about a month ago, I was going to post a story about Dwayne Wade's Divorce and how it was getting ugly. Dwaynes wife said that he burned her. I automatically looked @ her sideways, because if he was burning and cheating, how come she was the only one who was feeling that "Burning-Itching Sensation?" She claimed that he cheated on her with so many women but no one else came up to say that he gave them anything.

Siohvaughn Wade said last month, the player infected her with an unspecified disease in 2007. Weeks later, she withdrew the claim from the court hearing the divorce case for unknown reasons...Why did she revoke the statement? Hmmm... A-ha!

He's also suing her lawyers as well, and wants $50,000 dollars from each of them. I think her lawyers should pay because why would you allow your client to make false accusations? Freeeaking idiot!

She shoulda' hired Shaevitz & Shaevitz or hit up The Cochran Firm! Damn..

I MUST say.. Dwayne Wade is lookin' pretty darn FIIINNNEE here! :) Don't cha think?

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

M.I.A's baby!

This blog is just to say that M.I.A had her baby! That's right, people. She's the one that sings "Paper Planes." The song goes something like this: "All I wanna do is *bang bang bang bang* and then *bang bang bang* And taaaaake.. your money" Lol. I sang that part good, actually. But you either do, or don't know what I'm talking about. If you do, right on. If not, meh, it's all good. It's whatever. But yeah, she had a baby boy! I don't know if you've seen this handsome young fella, but here's a picture of him...


Don't say I didn't tell yuh! Cute one, ain't he?

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Aghh. Life sucks. Again.

I got some kind of problem now because I swore to never hate who I am on the inside, and I'm starting to. I hate how I can sense things. I hate how I can predict shit just by looking at other signs. Yeah, it makes me feel smart but I end up hurting myself.

I hate how when I'm depressed, it feels like the world is just crashing down on top of me and I always feel the need to do something stupid. The only upside to that is that I don't ever do it.. I hate how I'm not that strong anymore. Only a little bit - strong enough to still stand. I don't know what happened to me. I only know when, but I don't know why. I can't stand how I lose sleep just because there's so many thoughts on my mind and it's only bad thoughts when I lose sleep. With good thoughts.. I sleep like a baby!

But anyways, it's like I don't wanna be this person anymore. I miss the other side of me, the best side of me, the real side of me but she's fading, you know? I'm suprised I don't think, "Damn, do I need therapy?" "Do I need to see a damn shrink?" Naw! No use spendin' more money I worked hard for to tell my "problems" to somebody that doesn't know shit about me. I'm scared being this way is gonna push people away without me literally pushing them. Scared I'm gonna appear unattractive this way.

I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't wanna hurt anymore. It all has me screaming, "WHAT THE FUHHH?!" I thought I was over being like this.. It ain't everyday, but only when I get down & out. When I get down & out, I feel like a fucking mess, like the world is on pause for the wrong reasons.

Idk, I'm done bitching (for now).
I'm off to bed. Paayce.

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Musical Theatre & Aboriginal Day

Straight up? I'm not liking this. Its a "Musical Theatre" class, right? I'm in it... But I'm the Stage Manager. Not an actress or anything, obviously. But anyways, Mr. Jones isn't here a lot of the time & I mean, I understand that. He's a busy man. But half the time when he's not here, we don't do anything! The other half of the time, they sing. After all, I mean, it IS "Musical Theatre," but what am I suppose to do? This class wares me out. If it starts off the day, I'm sooo tired & it does NOT wake me up. If I'm awake before this class, it makes me wanna pass out. I like being able to watch & stuff and being the Manager of it all is fun, but it'd be GREAT if I had a purpose! Honestly!

Also, for my Learning Center block, I'm suppose to be organizing Aboriginal Day. Yeaaahh, that's not going anywhere. I need to know what kind of funding I have before I try & plan anybody or anything. June is just in 4 months, we gotta get a kick off. I offered to help, not to do it mySELF. I was told I'd have all this help, but nope. Its (also) killing me. I'm stressing about it because its not getting done. Its suppose to be in replacement of "MESS Stock" but I'm thinking it won't follow through. And if it does? Well... I mean, one or two things will happen. One, we DO follow through & nobody likes it anyways. Two? Everybody skips. Honestly, that's what will happen. Its Aboriginal Day... Is that not enough said?

Don't get me wrong. I'm getting older & I wanna learn more about Cultral Activities & Traditions, but not many other people do... Most of the Natives I talked to - THEY said they would skip Aboriginal Day. The way we're raised? We don't really rely on Culture, which sucks. I wish I knew everything about our ways, but I don't. Anyways, I was jus' sayin... If Natives don't attend their own day, what makes you think non-Natives will?

That's what I thought. Enough said.

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Math & "Love."

Wow, I just got out of Math Class awhile ago, and hoooly hell! The most pointless crap I have ever heard, lol. Mr. Hildebrandt is a good teacher, don't get me wrong. I love how he talks about RANDOM things, that, really? We don't need for Math, lol. He starts talking about cars & Overwaitea, it's like wow, are you serious? But anyways, it's a good class & we get what we need to get done, done. Sooo, whatever. Here I am ranting on again about things that don't even matter & when I read back on it, I'll be like, "Hmph. What an idiot."

But yeah, MATH. I don't even like it. But Mr. Hildebrandt keeps it entertaining, I guess. Yep! I would have to say so. Most definately...

Hmm, you know what I wonder? I wonder what I'll be doing in 10 years. I really, really wonder. Lol. I mean, I can do what I wanna do, but who's to stay I'll end up on that track? I'm not saying I'm gonna end up NOT doing what I want, but I mean, peoples options change so much & people get so caught up in everything. It's ridiculous! Wait, no, it's actually... Hmm, it can be kinda good. I've said it once, I'll say it again: "Change is good." Uh, I mean great. Yep! It really is. Some change because people let something change them... I'd say love is definately one of the major things that changes a person. And that? Is usually NOT for the better, because it's like, they... blah, whatever. I don't feel like blogging about that. Just, honestly, don't let love change you. Especially in high school. In the end? Love can fuck you over. Always keep your family by your side, because at the end of time, that's what & that's who you've still got. No matter what. Think about it...

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Meee :)

My name is Jennifer.
Blunt? I may be.
Do I care? Not really.
Your feelings, mean nothing.
Your life, means just the same.

Akim means everything.
:)

I'm rude, arrogant & stubborn. Deal with it.
I also act cocky. To make fun of you idiots.

I'm in grade 12. I have a job. I have teeth. I drink water. I'm going to New York & the Caribbean after grad. Meh, what else? Blabber, blabber, blabber...

I'm bored. So what?
I'll add more later.

I lied! Chris & Rihanna (final) ...

LAST POST ABOUT CHRIS & RIHANNA!

"I know what you mean. I hope any fan of CB sees that and completely denounces their admiration for what he does as a musician." I don't know who the person is who left this comment, but I do know that I just saw it on someone elses Myspace page. Not that it's my business how she feels or whatever, but I do feel that the above statement is wrong. Why would a fan denounce their admiration for him as a musician just because of something he did during his personal life? It's not any of our business, yet I find myself blogging about it because I feel lilke people are taking too much of this shit to the head! Seriously!

His personal life and music, are very seperate. Tell me, do you listen to your favorite artist because of who they date, what their mother looks like, or how many siblings they have? Umm, I'm assuming not. So why would you STOP being a fan of his music because of some mistake he made, as a human being, within his relationship. His PERSONAL relationship. Now, I do understand that he is a celebrity and the media is going to promote the shit out of whatever goes wrong, but you have got to understand that his music and relationship are two different things.

I won't say much more about it because I feel like people should already know how I feel. I don't feel negative towards Chris Brown because he isn't my father, brother, or friend for that matter. I'm not going to put any of this against him as a music artist, and that's just how I feel. I'm sorry that some people can't learn to accept what has happened is a mistake. Everybody makes them!

With that being said, I still support Chris Brown in everything he does. I've signed TWO petitions that were trying to keep his music on the radio stations stream. I am happy to say that I still hear his music on my local radio statio, I still play his music on my iPOD, stereo, and computer. None of that will ever change. End of story.


"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3