KABOOM!

You ever feel like your head is just going to explode? That's how I've  been feeling lately and it sucks. It literally feels like it will explode, like I feel pain once in awhile and when it's not pain, it's almost pain? It's like an emotional pain I guess, but in my head? NOT making sense. But I don't know. I just needed somewhere to write my anger and frustration for now because I don't know how much longer I can take this. I always feel like I'll be fine, then something goes and piles onto my plate again. I just wish I could relax and not do ANYTHING for like a week. Nobody talking to me, nobody asking me anything, nobody touching me, just letting me lay there to do nothing. Boy, that'd be nice. I hope I calm down soon because I hate this feeling and I don't even know how to talk about it. I thought by me writing on here would relieve some stress, but nope. I don't know what to do.

© Photo inspiration via. Scanners (1981) Directed by Cronenberg.

Craziest name in the world? I think so!

Now. I'm going to start this post off by saying that nowadays, everybody comments on bizarre celebrity baby names. ALL the time. I was only going to do my post about the guy who got arrested who had the BIZAAAARRE name. I think it would be in the running or would win craziest name in the world! His legal name, according to police in Wisconsin, is Beezow Doo-Doo Zopittybop-Bop-Bop. I AM NOT KIDDING YOU. Copy and paste his name if you want and search it. It wasn't an internet scam or anything because a number of legit News sites and News shows talked about this. This name may have just come from an alternate world where if you're raised by Bill Cosby and refuse to eat your dinner, you're gettin' a strange name as a punishment. Sounds legit to me. Anyways, here's a photo of the guy.

Like I said, I was only going to do my post about Beezow. But when I wrote what I wrote about celebrities kids' names, I had to include MY Top 12 Crazy Celebrity Kid Names! I'll post a photo of the parent so you all know who I'm talking about! Since you won't know the kids by face (unless I were to post Suri Cruise!) But anyways, here goes nothin'.

#1. Tu Morrow.

The son of Rob Morrow (Actor on TV Show Numb3rs)

#2 & #3. Moon Unit and Diva Thin Muffin.

Children of Frank Zappa.

#4. Blue Angel.

Daughter of "The Edge" from U2.

That's worse than Blue Ivy! (Beyoncé's daughter).

#5. Blanket.

You all kneeew this was coming.

Michael Jackson's son.

#6. Ocean.

Son of Forest Whitaker.

#7. Maddox.

Adopted child of Angelina and Brad.

#8. Destry.

I love you Steven Spielberg, but what the hell?

(Director of Avatar, Titanic and Super 8).

#9. Sage Moonblood.

The name is understandable after you find out who's son it is.

Sylvester Stallone A.K.A: Rambo.

#10. Apple.

You should all know this one.

Child of Gwenyth Paltrow.

#11. Pilot Inspektor.

Seriously?!

Well, Jason Lee woouuldd be the one to name his kid Pilot!

#12. Kal-Ed.

You would never have guessed that this is Nicolas Cage's son.

That's pretty much it for my post! I hope you found it entertaining and learned something new... Chose your kids' names wisely or it'll end up on this blog! :)

Stupid Hoe!

I was meaning to write an entry yesterday when the music video came out. I remember reading the release date for this a few months ago & remember that it was to be released on the exact day that Emmerson is 6 months old. Anyways, I got busy yesterday and didn't have time to blog. Boo. I've said it before and I'll say it again -- I HATE not blogging! :( I feel like when I blog, it just relives so much stress. And BOY, have I been stressed out lately. It's the kinda stress where the more I don't do anything, the more stressed I get, but do not have the energy to do what I should be doing! I hope I'm making sense?

Back to the music video. I got off topic... Woops! It's for Nicki Minaj's song "Stupid Hoe." It's another Lil' Kim Diss; shocking? Nah. The only reason I remembered the date of the release is probably because it's Nicki. Who can you blame for loving her, realllllly? My first thought of this music video (since I already heard the leaked song), was that it was weird. But if it were "normal" or boring, it wouldn't be Nicki! As for the MUSIC? The actual song itself? It sounds like something you'd write about someone when you're 18 years old. But it still works! Also, I don't think we'll ever see a music video of hers when she doesn't change into more than 3 outfits. The transition from the leopard(?) face to her face was really neat! It made me want to try the transition for myself in editing. But I didn't. :) Oh, and you already know there's gonna be some big bootie showing! That's got Nicki written all over it.

But here's the video -- I hope you think its just as strange as I thought it was! Leave your thoughts of the video in the comment section!

Sexy and I'm Homeless

Wow. I just had to post this. No clever comments or anything. Just watch.

School? Christmas. 2012!

SOOO. I got accepted to start college again. :) It's a different program, different school, whole different direction. I will be starting classes on January 3rd, 2012. TWO THOUSAND TWELVE (HOLY EFF). I got accepted into AECE at College of New Caledonia in Mackenzie. I will be doing this schooling online, but I'm so freaking excited for it. The thing I'm happiest about is if I keep my head where it needs to be, I can confidently (and hopefully) say that I will be graduated from two different schools with two different college degrees by the time I'm 22! :) When I graduated high school, I never ever thought I'd be on the path that I'm on today. I'm so happy with the way everything is going. My family and friends are nothing but supportive in everything that I do. Well, the important things, anyway! Some of them don't support that I get tattoos, but I'm sorry. LOL. While I'm off topic, I may as well just talk about how Christmas is literally RIGHT around the corner. Akim is spoiled rotten this year and he better be happy! I bought my mom the perfect gift, same with my dad, brother, grandma, baba, Emmerson, Ehryn, etc. I wish I could be here to see my God son open gifts for the first time ever, but I know there will be many more years where I get to sit and watch. :) I'm really happy that we're going to Rupert though. Akim has been there tons of times with me, but we haven't been there for a Christmas dinner. We've had tons of dinners with the Rupert family, but that's not the point! On top of all of this, Emmerson is growing up strong, happy and healthy! It's been kind of a rough year, I guess (the beginning), but I can't wait to start 2012. I really hope this vibe keeps up for most of the coming year. Not sure if I will be blogging in the next week or so, not only because I'm pro at abandoning my blog, but because I will be SUPER busy. Maybe I'll try to blog from my Blackberry while I'm in Rupert. That all depends though on what I end up doing while I'm there. I know the DAY I get there, I'm probably gonna re-twist Akims locks for like 6 hours, lol. But I've come to say everything I thought I would. I hope everybody has a VERY Merry Christmas and a Happy and SAFE New Years! 2012!

Karmin Tribute

Oh. My. Goodness. I haven't blogged in so long and I'm upset with myself for that. I was browsing videos on YouTube and I just HAVE to post this. Now, of course by this time, you all have heard about Karmin (and/or KarminMusic). She raps videos on YouTube and what really got her known is when she appeared on Ellen, which then got her so much recognition that she was asked to perform at the BET Awards 2011. Aside from them rapping "Look At Me Now," which happens to have approx. 50 million views on YouTube, they rap tons of other things that I'm sure you listen to.

Anyways, this entry wasn't even suppose to be about them, lol, there are a couple people who I came across on YouTube who did a tribute to Karmin with "Look At Me Now." It's ACTUALLY not that bad! There are so many people who attempt to do it, and it's like, ummm... no.

But check it out! I think if anything ruins the song, it's the guy playing guitar because when it gets closer to Eminems verse (last verse), the guitar does not seem in sync. But who cares! I think it's decent and I just think they deserved some recognition for their very successful attempt.

Let me know what you think of them and let me know what else you want me to blog about. **COMMENT** :)

I'm SO behind, it's not even funny! Hopefully I can update this and start keeping up to date because blogging to me is like therapy (I think?) It just makes me feel so good after I do it because my thoughts come down, or I just blab about things/events/celebrities, whatever is going on that I find interesting and it's just nice time to myself.

Keep in touch.

Emmerson PHBB.

Ehryn finally got discharged from the hospital yesterday! She gave birth to my God son Emmerson PHBB on July 20th @ 6:43 PM. He weighed 8 lbs 13½ oz and was 21 inches long. I feel like I've waited forever to meet him! Aside from work & the most random tasks I had planned, I never made it to Terrace to see her in the hospital. I didn't even know she delivering in Terrace until 5 minutes before she started pushing!

Wheew. Back to THIS week, 'cause that was last week. I finally had the chance to meet, hold, spend time, bond, smile & talk with my God son! I can't even begin to say what it felt like when I stepped into the living room & saw Ehryn walking towards me with him. My heart didn't only melt, but it somehow molded itself back together & continued melting the whole friggen night! I have SO much love for this little man. :) I don't know how to thank Ehryn for chosing me as a God mother for Emmerson. For those of you who don't know, "To be a Godmother" was on my Bucket List! (I should blog about my bucket list, yeah?) I see like ten million great things about being a God parent, but I'll only give you my main reason for right now... You can't make yourself a God mother! Somebody has to decide if they have enough trust in you to give you such a huge responsibility. Its not picking/choosing a best friend, here! The way I also see it, is not everybody will get the opportunity to be a Godmother/Godfather in their life time. There was somebody that I talked to when I was like 13 and she couldn't STAND her God child! I think it was that moment when I started realizing the meaning to what the title actually means to BE a God parent. My thoughts were something like, "Okay, if I have kids when I'm older, and I heard the Godmother couldn't stand my kid, what would I think? What would I do?" I don't think I processed my thoughts fully or made them make much sense, but I did try to think about it! Anyways. I'm thankful. More than thankful. That's all I can say. I swear I got more muscles in my jaw from smiling at Emmerson for so long when I was holding him last night. My eyes were gluuued to him, omg.

I only got to spend the night with him and I'm off to Prince George today, but I will definitely be spending a LOT more time there! I'm stoked to watch him grow up.

I'm also gonna be designing Ehryns baby shower invitations! Yay!! :)

That's it for now, I'm sure you'll be hearing a LOT more about him! (I'll post pics of him soon, too).

Thanks for reading!!