Music?

Okay, uh.. Beyoncé? I HATE her! The music channel's on right now and it's a special of her. Oh my god, I changed that shit in a second. She sucks!! Do people seriously find her music "good?" Please! She's almost as bad as Mariah Carey. Now, don't get me wrong, I use to like Mariah Carey. But now? Fuck no!

Hmm. What else is going on in the music world? I wish Eminem would get back into it! He still fucking rocks. I heard Mariah might be pregnant? Not that I care. The father would obviously be her husband, who, by the way, is half her age. Nick Cannon. He use to be cute - then he grew up! Miley Cyrus sucks, too. Who else shouldn't be a singer? Hilary Duff. Corbin Bleu. Ashlee Simpson. Jessica Simpson. PARIS HILTON. Oh my god, I love Paris because she's so fucking stupid and she's hilarious to watch. But mann, she only has a record out because she has the money for it. That chick was born with money. That'd be insane. But like I said, she's stupid as fuck. I guess that's what happens when you're born rich!

My favourite would still have to be Avril Lavigne. She's changed a lot from before, but some of her stuff is still good. I don't like the new style but the shit she sings about is really heart felt. It's so good. I can relate to everything she writes. She'll be my all-time favourite. She's REALLY good in concert - she was amazing BOTH times I went! =) Here's a picture I made!

I have no idea why I decided to talk about music, but I just did and you just read it! Thanks & make sure to check up!

Photography Class

I'm in Photography Class right now. It's first block of the day and I'm planning my theme for my Portraits. I had a roll already and I took it out, had it in the canister, started adding chemicals to develop them - but they didn't work! That sucks so bad. The pictures I had taken were AMAZING ones, but now? I gotta start over? Shit, this blows. Hard. That's alright, I guess. The planning that I'm doing right now looks great! I hope these ones turn out good =) They should. They will - my models are the same people & they're so hardcore @ posing, lol. They're so photogenic!

Oh! I just remembered something. Next block, which is English, I have a Concert to watch. It's about Crystal Meth? Dang, we have this workshop every year. At least it stays interesting.. usually. It grosses me out to see some things that happen. I'm glad I'm chicken shit - I know NEVER to try anything like that. Damn. It's creepy. People see what happens and how people act and they still decide they wanna pop a pill or sniff some shit? Wow.. idiots!
http://www.crystalmethBC.ca/



After that, it's lunch time. After lunch, I have a presentation to do with Maytel (about Drugs, Alcohol & Effects). After this? I have cooking! We're making uh, what's it called again, CHICKEN FAJITTAS! It's going to be a long lab and so, I HOPE Jeremy and Morgan help this time!! Geez..

Hmm, what else? Oh, work yesterday was fun. Oh snap! I get paid today =) I just noticed I don't work today and it's Friday, so I have a free night? Wow! Sweetness. Now I have to find something to do, lol. Maybe I'll go to the gym? Watch some ball if there's even any. I hope Devin comes home or something, so I can stay there. Hmm, I'll probably stay there anyways, but it's better with him there.

I honestly don't even know what else to write. I'm going to finish my planning for Portaits right now, anyways. I'll try updating later. Paayce =)

Lunch time!

I'm in the lunch room where I eat every day at school. HOLY damn! Originally, it started with Me, Cassidi, Makayla, Ileah and Shannon in here. Now? There's like, so many uh, other students. They play that fucken Yu-Gi-Oh shit! Maan, it's like we're just here doing our thing and we hear something like, "MY DRAGON FORCE DOMINATES YOUR THING BY THIS MUCH STUFF.." I don't know, it's weird! It's like I hear them say all this shit and I'm just like, "Do people hear this when they listen to me talk?" See, I don't talk about that shit. I don't talk about Dragons, I talk about people. We all do it. It's normal =) Don't act like you don't. BUT MAN! It's like, are you serious?! What did you just saay? ..

Anyways *nods head* .. After school I have a meeting to go to for that next Film that we're doing; so I won't be able to post on here. After my meeting? I'm going bowling with my Mom and Dad. THAT'S RIGHT - BOWLING!! I'm so fucking cool. Naw, but seriously, it's a family thing, so I love it. If I played anything like my brother? I'd rock this shit. But uh, I don't play anything like my brother, so uh, no comment.. When I get home from bowling I'll probably be too tired to do anything, so I'ma just go to sleep! lol. If anything interesting happens in my next 2 blocks, I'll try and write about it. If not? I'll be posting tomorrow.

Back to school..

Okay, so today's my first day back to school since the smoke thing and the Stomach Flu started. First block was English, so I fricken sat there bored as hell (as usual) and listened to the Teacher read a chapter to our novel "Of Mice and Men." SUCH a stupid book, by the way. Better than "HAMLET" though! Which we'll be reading next. But anyways, after English, I had Psychology - Psych was insane. We watched these 2 girls present about, uh, I forget what it's called. But it's like hidden messages in advertisings & shows. It was some what interesting, I guess.

Right now, it's lunch time. I'm in the room I'm always in. I have Cooking next and then Photography after that. I have to develop my negatives then go in the dark room. I was working on Portraits. Had some what of a photoshoot with Makayla Robinson, Ileah DiNardo, Cassidi Bolton, Isiah Nyce and Etienne Bergeron. I hope the pictures turn out good! I say they will because the "models" I had were fricken AWESOME! =)

I feel kinda better since having the flu and throwing up everywhere, lol. But my stomach still feels icky sometimes. I hate it. And it still feels weird when I eat. When I walk, I feel a little dizzy and I walk so fucking SLOW! I thought I was getting better, I seriously thought so. At least I'm still breathing, right?

I'm gonna try something new here.. I'm gonna have a "BESTIE OF THE WEEK." Not a best friend; but it's going to be someone who made me realize something, someone who can't make me stop smiling, someone who's helped me or someone who made me incredibly happy. My Mom or Akim would have this one won every week, so I'm gonna try keep it fair, lol.

I'll have the winner posted after school =) See yaah!

Gross..

Yuck! I have a Viral Stomach Flu. After work yesterday, I went to my Grans and pretty much just fell asleep. I woke up at like 7:00PM and felt pretty gross. I had plans to stay at Dolores' with Cassidi but I knew I couldn't make it anymore.

My Gran and Baba left at around 7:20PM to go to the Demons game. I didn't wanna go but I just asked for a ride home. They dropped me off and I came on the computer at home, I felt grosssss. My stomach had these knots and I felt like I wasn't even human anymore. I went to the bathroom at 8 and uh, threw up. I HATE doing that. I can't breath when it happens and my eyes get soo watery. But I'm sure it does for everybody else, too.. Anyways, this kept happening for quite a few hours. I threw up like 5 times before I went to the hospital. I actually WANTED to go because I felt so blahh. Me, my Mom and Dad headed to the hospital and I threw up again once we got there. It wouldn't stop! I just wanted whatever I needed and I wanted to feel normal again. I'm tired of always being hurt. My wrist, my stomach, my collar bone; what the fuck?! I got to a point last night where I felt like I didn't even want to be alive anymore =(

I was laying down on a bed at the hospital and I had to wait until my Doctor came to see me & check all this shit. The nurse put one of those thingys in my ear for a temperature or something? I don't know. I had another velcro thing on my arm and a device on my finger. After this, the Doctor was finally here! He felt around by my stomach, checked my eye and checked my tongue. He said I would need a "poke." Which, obviously was a needle. My Mom and Dad asked if I needed to hold their hand, lol. Only because I'm SUCH a chicken and I always have to hold someones hand. But I felt so gross and yucky, I was like, "No, I'm good."

So the Doctor leaves or whatever, and the nurse comes in after like 10 minutes and I'm just laying down trying NOT to focus on how gross I felt. I didn't wanna throw up anymore! But anyways, the Nurse said I would need 2 needles, so I was like, "Uh, okay.." GUESS WHERE I NEEDED THEM? Uh huh, my fucking ass. I was like, "Dad, I need to hold your hand." I thought I would be getting it in my arm! This needle didn't hurt BAD, but when I was walking after, I was thinking, "Wow! That's new.."

When I got home? That's right - I threw up again. This shit wouldn't stop!! I layed down and had a cloth on my head and was drinking some Powerade mixed with Water. The Doctor said to do so otherwise I would get dehydrated; believe me, I WAS! My mom woke up every couple hours to give me little sips because I needed to keep myself hydrated. Then I had to take 6 pills after I woke up and blah blah blah. I'm feeling a little better now, but I'm still not feeling GOOD. I wish I did.. I hate this!

A hero?

6:47AM. That's the time I woke up at this morning. Now, this wasn't just like any other day or uh, awakening, for that matter. I woke up to the sound of the fire alarm; at my Grans house. This is where I stayed last night... Me and my cousin were here while my Gran and Baba were outta town for the weekend. But anyways, when I woke up, I couldn't hear the alarm anymore. I thought it was part of my dream - but uh, I wasn't dreaming. When I realized it was coming from the house, I opened the door and oh MAN! There was smoke everywhere!

My cousin was sleeping on the living room couch, which was only about 20 steps away. The smoke was so thick and there was so much that I couldn't even see him! I started panicing, I grabbed my cell phone and looked in the kitchen where the smoke was coming from - there was no fire. There was a pot of food on the stove that was burning BAD, which was so close to catching fire; but I'm sooo thankful that I caught it on time. I took it off the burner, turned the burner off and started working on getting all the smoke outta the house. And like I said before; it was EVERYWHERE!!

It still felt like a dream. I opened up all the doors and windows in the house; and it was freezing cold because there was snow outside and I didn't know how to get the wood-stove working. Eventually the smoke ended up getting out of the house but you can still smell the burning stuff. My cousin who tried cooking? The one who was sleeping on the couch? He ended up going out to drink and I guess when he put the food on the stove, he forgot about it & yeah. By time all of this was done, it was about 8:15AM. I had to work at 10, so I didn't see a point in going back to bed. I stayed up but I was still shaky and everything from what just happened. I felt my asthma kicking in but I didn't have my inhailer so I just focused on my breathing. Glad I was okay. My cousin that was on the couch? He was sleeping the WHOLE time!

When my Gran & Baba got home, I was at work. But I went there after work and they already knew what happened because they could smell the burn when they walked in the house. My Gran said I saved him. It didn't really make sense to me, but then I realized, he DIDN'T MOVE once through the whole thing and if he kept breathing in the smoke - he would have been at risk for sure. I'm just glad I was there; I wasn't even going to stay there that night, but I'm sooo glad I did. It was meant to happen like that. "Right place at the right time." =)

First blog!

Okay, so I have no idea what to write about right now. I thought it would be cool to have a blog, but shit, I have to post to it? That blows. I'm probably wasting my time because nobody will read this anyways, but if you DO happen to check this out? You're awesome in my books. Not that I have a book or anything, but I'm just sayin!

Hmm, I guess I can tell you that my writst hurts; really bad. Like, seriously? Really, REALLY bad. I don't know what I did to it, but it's some really intense pain. I tried calling the Dr. to go in and the assistant was all, "Do you feel you have to come in right away?" It's like, "Nooo, I'm calling because I'm going to be sick next month and I'm booking now." Asshole. But yeah, I was like, "I'd LIKE to get in as soon as possible because it's for my wrist and it hurts pretty bad." She's like, "We can get you in some time after 5:00PM today or you can come in next week." I was like, "Okay, 5!" And hang up. Then I realize I work at 5.. and I love my job and just started actually, so I wasn't gonna take time off already. So I can't get in until some time next week? Bummer.

What else can I rant on about? Oh, wanna know something? I missed Honour Roll on my report card this semester by 1.75%! What makes it WORSE? I asked a teacher if there was any work I can do for extra credit to get the marks I needed to make Honour Roll, since I've never been this close before! He looks at me and was like, "Nope." So I said okay, I was kind of upset, but whatever. I start walking back to my desk and this blonde, skinny, preppy girl says to the teacher, "I need 1 more percent or my Mom's going to be mad that I missed Honour Roll.. again!" He's like, "Oh, okay." And gives her the mark!! Okaaay, Mister. That's really fair...

But anyways, I should probably get going.. I have work in half hour. I'll make sure to update this as often as possible! =) Thanks for coming. Seee yaaaaah!