Learn to work, to pay, then pass.

So, while things are randomly sitting here on my mind, I thought I'd jot them down.

Let me get this right... We spend the first few years of our lives learning basic shit. After this, we eventually enter Kindergarten where you learn the required skills for grade 1, where you learn the required skills for grade 2, where you learn the required skills for grade 3... You see where I'm going with this. By the time half of us graduate from high school, we have NO clue what we would like to do. Some of us think we have it figured out by grade 10, but then you lose that by the time you grad (usually). Anyways, what I'm getting at here, is you learn, to work, to pay, then pass on.

I kind of hate the fact that I was so excited to be done with high school, then went off to college (after my vacation, of course). I graduated and what do I do? Move home and start another college. I'm glad I'm making progress, don't get me wrong, but sometimes I just want to wake up and have NOTHING to worry about. No stress. How beautiful would that be? I totally regret taking this for granted in grade 9... my biggest God damn fricken problem at the time was my mom or dad asking me to do the dishes. At the time, felt like nothing was going my way and I had sooo much to worry about. When really, I didn't. How selfish of me. *shakes head* My ONLY thing to worry about in grade 9 was going to my classes and passing them. Which was not hard to do. I didn't even have to worry about waking up every morning from my alarm clock, because my mom would call to wake me! We take sooo much for granted EVERY year of our lives and don't realize it. In grade 9, I didn't have to worry about groceries, bills, nothing. I feel like I'm getting to the point in my life now where I will eventually own a home (and a vehicle), then work the rest of my life away. Not only will I be working, but I'll be paying off bills. For another 60+ years. How exciting. We are born to learn as we grow older, incorporate the knowledge gained, towards our career. With this career, we make money, to pay bills. Ughh. I just want to work forever and not pay for anything and be able to say I'm a millionaire by the time I'm 50. Wishful thinking and my point is going nowhere. Basically, I don't want to buy a home in 10+ years, then pay it off until I'm 60!

Okay. Breathe.

Theennnnn agggaaainn, what kind of life would you be living if you sat on the couch every day or didn't learn anything new? ...Life. *sigh*