Dwayne Wade

"It has been difficult to see false allegations, rumours & gossip repeatedly discussed in public about my personal life, I had no other choice but to file this action in order to clear my name."
- Dwayne Wade



Okay, sooo.. about a month ago, I was going to post a story about Dwayne Wade's Divorce and how it was getting ugly. Dwaynes wife said that he burned her. I automatically looked @ her sideways, because if he was burning and cheating, how come she was the only one who was feeling that "Burning-Itching Sensation?" She claimed that he cheated on her with so many women but no one else came up to say that he gave them anything.

Siohvaughn Wade said last month, the player infected her with an unspecified disease in 2007. Weeks later, she withdrew the claim from the court hearing the divorce case for unknown reasons...Why did she revoke the statement? Hmmm... A-ha!

He's also suing her lawyers as well, and wants $50,000 dollars from each of them. I think her lawyers should pay because why would you allow your client to make false accusations? Freeeaking idiot!

She shoulda' hired Shaevitz & Shaevitz or hit up The Cochran Firm! Damn..

I MUST say.. Dwayne Wade is lookin' pretty darn FIIINNNEE here! :) Don't cha think?

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

M.I.A's baby!

This blog is just to say that M.I.A had her baby! That's right, people. She's the one that sings "Paper Planes." The song goes something like this: "All I wanna do is *bang bang bang bang* and then *bang bang bang* And taaaaake.. your money" Lol. I sang that part good, actually. But you either do, or don't know what I'm talking about. If you do, right on. If not, meh, it's all good. It's whatever. But yeah, she had a baby boy! I don't know if you've seen this handsome young fella, but here's a picture of him...


Don't say I didn't tell yuh! Cute one, ain't he?

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Aghh. Life sucks. Again.

I got some kind of problem now because I swore to never hate who I am on the inside, and I'm starting to. I hate how I can sense things. I hate how I can predict shit just by looking at other signs. Yeah, it makes me feel smart but I end up hurting myself.

I hate how when I'm depressed, it feels like the world is just crashing down on top of me and I always feel the need to do something stupid. The only upside to that is that I don't ever do it.. I hate how I'm not that strong anymore. Only a little bit - strong enough to still stand. I don't know what happened to me. I only know when, but I don't know why. I can't stand how I lose sleep just because there's so many thoughts on my mind and it's only bad thoughts when I lose sleep. With good thoughts.. I sleep like a baby!

But anyways, it's like I don't wanna be this person anymore. I miss the other side of me, the best side of me, the real side of me but she's fading, you know? I'm suprised I don't think, "Damn, do I need therapy?" "Do I need to see a damn shrink?" Naw! No use spendin' more money I worked hard for to tell my "problems" to somebody that doesn't know shit about me. I'm scared being this way is gonna push people away without me literally pushing them. Scared I'm gonna appear unattractive this way.

I don't wanna cry anymore. I don't wanna hurt anymore. It all has me screaming, "WHAT THE FUHHH?!" I thought I was over being like this.. It ain't everyday, but only when I get down & out. When I get down & out, I feel like a fucking mess, like the world is on pause for the wrong reasons.

Idk, I'm done bitching (for now).
I'm off to bed. Paayce.

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Musical Theatre & Aboriginal Day

Straight up? I'm not liking this. Its a "Musical Theatre" class, right? I'm in it... But I'm the Stage Manager. Not an actress or anything, obviously. But anyways, Mr. Jones isn't here a lot of the time & I mean, I understand that. He's a busy man. But half the time when he's not here, we don't do anything! The other half of the time, they sing. After all, I mean, it IS "Musical Theatre," but what am I suppose to do? This class wares me out. If it starts off the day, I'm sooo tired & it does NOT wake me up. If I'm awake before this class, it makes me wanna pass out. I like being able to watch & stuff and being the Manager of it all is fun, but it'd be GREAT if I had a purpose! Honestly!

Also, for my Learning Center block, I'm suppose to be organizing Aboriginal Day. Yeaaahh, that's not going anywhere. I need to know what kind of funding I have before I try & plan anybody or anything. June is just in 4 months, we gotta get a kick off. I offered to help, not to do it mySELF. I was told I'd have all this help, but nope. Its (also) killing me. I'm stressing about it because its not getting done. Its suppose to be in replacement of "MESS Stock" but I'm thinking it won't follow through. And if it does? Well... I mean, one or two things will happen. One, we DO follow through & nobody likes it anyways. Two? Everybody skips. Honestly, that's what will happen. Its Aboriginal Day... Is that not enough said?

Don't get me wrong. I'm getting older & I wanna learn more about Cultral Activities & Traditions, but not many other people do... Most of the Natives I talked to - THEY said they would skip Aboriginal Day. The way we're raised? We don't really rely on Culture, which sucks. I wish I knew everything about our ways, but I don't. Anyways, I was jus' sayin... If Natives don't attend their own day, what makes you think non-Natives will?

That's what I thought. Enough said.

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Math & "Love."

Wow, I just got out of Math Class awhile ago, and hoooly hell! The most pointless crap I have ever heard, lol. Mr. Hildebrandt is a good teacher, don't get me wrong. I love how he talks about RANDOM things, that, really? We don't need for Math, lol. He starts talking about cars & Overwaitea, it's like wow, are you serious? But anyways, it's a good class & we get what we need to get done, done. Sooo, whatever. Here I am ranting on again about things that don't even matter & when I read back on it, I'll be like, "Hmph. What an idiot."

But yeah, MATH. I don't even like it. But Mr. Hildebrandt keeps it entertaining, I guess. Yep! I would have to say so. Most definately...

Hmm, you know what I wonder? I wonder what I'll be doing in 10 years. I really, really wonder. Lol. I mean, I can do what I wanna do, but who's to stay I'll end up on that track? I'm not saying I'm gonna end up NOT doing what I want, but I mean, peoples options change so much & people get so caught up in everything. It's ridiculous! Wait, no, it's actually... Hmm, it can be kinda good. I've said it once, I'll say it again: "Change is good." Uh, I mean great. Yep! It really is. Some change because people let something change them... I'd say love is definately one of the major things that changes a person. And that? Is usually NOT for the better, because it's like, they... blah, whatever. I don't feel like blogging about that. Just, honestly, don't let love change you. Especially in high school. In the end? Love can fuck you over. Always keep your family by your side, because at the end of time, that's what & that's who you've still got. No matter what. Think about it...

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Meee :)

My name is Jennifer.
Blunt? I may be.
Do I care? Not really.
Your feelings, mean nothing.
Your life, means just the same.

Akim means everything.
:)

I'm rude, arrogant & stubborn. Deal with it.
I also act cocky. To make fun of you idiots.

I'm in grade 12. I have a job. I have teeth. I drink water. I'm going to New York & the Caribbean after grad. Meh, what else? Blabber, blabber, blabber...

I'm bored. So what?
I'll add more later.

I lied! Chris & Rihanna (final) ...

LAST POST ABOUT CHRIS & RIHANNA!

"I know what you mean. I hope any fan of CB sees that and completely denounces their admiration for what he does as a musician." I don't know who the person is who left this comment, but I do know that I just saw it on someone elses Myspace page. Not that it's my business how she feels or whatever, but I do feel that the above statement is wrong. Why would a fan denounce their admiration for him as a musician just because of something he did during his personal life? It's not any of our business, yet I find myself blogging about it because I feel lilke people are taking too much of this shit to the head! Seriously!

His personal life and music, are very seperate. Tell me, do you listen to your favorite artist because of who they date, what their mother looks like, or how many siblings they have? Umm, I'm assuming not. So why would you STOP being a fan of his music because of some mistake he made, as a human being, within his relationship. His PERSONAL relationship. Now, I do understand that he is a celebrity and the media is going to promote the shit out of whatever goes wrong, but you have got to understand that his music and relationship are two different things.

I won't say much more about it because I feel like people should already know how I feel. I don't feel negative towards Chris Brown because he isn't my father, brother, or friend for that matter. I'm not going to put any of this against him as a music artist, and that's just how I feel. I'm sorry that some people can't learn to accept what has happened is a mistake. Everybody makes them!

With that being said, I still support Chris Brown in everything he does. I've signed TWO petitions that were trying to keep his music on the radio stations stream. I am happy to say that I still hear his music on my local radio statio, I still play his music on my iPOD, stereo, and computer. None of that will ever change. End of story.


"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Chris & Rhianna (again) ...

First of all, I know details are still being put out and what not, but people should already know the basics about what happened...

Yesterday, a lot of people were hitting me up asking about the whole situation. They were asking me how I felt about it, what do I think should happen, ect, ect. Really, it's not my business. I don't know Chris Brown or Rihanna on a personal level. Clearly. Many people are saying that they are going to change how they think of him because of this. Now, I can see why that would change your mind. I know I wouldn't want my boyfriend, or my friends' boyfriend hitting her, and I would be all for the change of thoughts against that person, if that was the case. Since I don't know Chris on a personal level, so MY opinion of him... hasn't changed. I'm still going to think he's one of my favourite & download all the tracks he does. I'm still going to have posters of him on my wall, and I'm still going to support him, FULLY.

I do however think that it is not okay to hit a woman. I'm glad that he turned himself in, I'm glad that he actually took responsibility for what he's done. He lost some endorsements of his and couldn't perform at the Grammys, which both are going to put a slack on his career...

I do think that people should fall back from the situation. I think that people get too much fun out of other peoples' business. Why do you honestly care? This story has been buzzing the net since it got out. Now tell me why there's not a story buzzing around about how Beyonce didn't really write "If I Were A Boy", and how Lil Wayne has threatened his crowds more than THREE times, or how Brandy was in a year-long trial for motor vehicular homicide, but DIDNT get charged. Why are all these other people doing things, but yet everyone is so focused on one person? Isn't it just because he has a clean image as an R&B singer? Why do people get so intrigued over drama? Why can't people be more happy to talk/gossip about the good things that actually happen?

ALSO! I don't even like Jay-Z, but I caught wind of this incident him... In a recent interview, Jay-Z said "Chris is a walking dead man." and that he's very overprotective of Rihanna. "Chris messed with the wrong crew and should be watching out for more than than the LAPD."

Well, last time I knew, Jay-Z actually SLAPPED a chick from trying to take a picture of him. So, I guess even the "best" do wrong. I just don't understand how he can be so pissed off about something that he can relate to! How can you slap a female who didn't even lay a hand on you, but threaten someone else when you, let alone anybody for that matter, doesn't even know the real story.

This is just my take on things. If you don't agree, then don't read my shit. Plain and simple. I'm finna do another post. Paayce!

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Kim says...

"like when you talk, ill sit there, listen. and its like im FULLY entertained" lol. That's right, people! Kim Santos said this about moi. It ain't all because I'm funny. Half the time is because I'm talking about something so stupid or so incredibly random & my reactions that go along with it? I've heard they're pretty good, haha. But anyways, I thought I'd post that because it definately made my day when she said that. Even though I'm such a 'tard. Even though she said this like a month ago, but still!

Todays topic: WHORES*
I'm not going to use any names, but really, y'all know who you are! And if you don't? Okay, you can come see me for your "Dumbass/Clueless" Certificate. I don't see how chicks give shit out so easy & act like its nothing. Like seriously, are you kidding me?! My friend Massaoudou once said, "God created women so special, but women themselves have destroyed that speciality." I finally realize what he's saying. So many girls give shit away with NO problem @ it. Its disturbing, it really is. You have one life to live & you're gonna use it up by ruining your reputation & possibly, most likely catching something? Hey, be my guest. But I ain't finna be one to do that! Anyone who knows me, knows that. Its not even just "whores," but mostly! Hold up, hold up.

Changes topic to: GIRLS
Everyone knows I can't stand most girls. If you didn't? Wow, I'm suprised you can say you know me. The girls I DO hang out with? They're somethin' special. You know... They don't use me to talk to the guys, they don't ignore me when I look like shit, they don't come to me for the wrong reasons, basically. The girls that talk to me just to talk to my boys? DO YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU DOIN'?! Maan, girls always be doin' that. Its like, guys are waaay different from us. One? They can go a week without gossiping, we can't even go an hour. Two? They don't talk to you because of how you look. Three? They're SO mich more chill. Its like honestly, if you wanna talk to a dude (especially if its a guy you've known forever), why the fuck not just talk to him yourself?! What's the worst that's gonna happen? Uh, exactly.

On another note about girls. And I've noticed this one mostly with Rez Girls. I'm not sayin' other races don't do this, but I'm really feelin' it from the Natives. When they think they're bigger than you & look down on you. They think they can intimidate you & they're gonna "beat the shit outta you" if you talk shit. They say to watch your back & don't do anything wrong or they're gonna get it. Stupid shit like that. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I mean, save that shit for a movie called "Mean Girls 2." That's some lame-ass, immature shit! Think you're so good & whatever. Why you gotta pull the mean bitch role? Can't you jus' .. Well, not "be nice," but maybe put in a little effort to drop the act? A little bit? Yeah, that'd be great, thanks.

Ughh, there's so much I can write about girls on here, lol. Its never ending with us! No wonder the Gay population is getting higher! Did you know that? Statistics prove that the Gay count is going up & the Lez count is going down. That only means one thing - the women are the hardest gender to love! Haha. Some of us can't help the act we put on sometimes, I mean the media, the press, our friends, the high school? Its all a living label to live up to. Even if you wanna change & start slowing down on the gossiping & back stabbing, it'll be a little rough. But I don't see why we can't jus' calm down from it all?! Its a living label (like I said), and a constant battle. Fucked up, foREAL. I've been trying to make myself a better person & I feel that its working. I really do. But I can't help but get caught up in the moment sometimes. We all can't.

But aye, that's enough writing for me right now. Who knows when I'll post again? Check back & see. LEAVE COMMENTS!! Paayce!

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

Chris Brown shit...

Okaaay! I'm sure you ALL have heard by now that Chris Brown hit Rihanna & what not. (& she gave him herpes! From cheating & blah blah blah). Well, they took his music off the Radio for what he did. Same with his "Doublemint Gum" commercial. That shit was good, foreal!

Personally? I'm not for the whole beat-your-girlfriend-up type thing. But I mean, so many other guys do it & nobody does shit about it! Also? When Michael Jackson touched those little boys, his music didn't stop playing on the radio. Uh huh, "BOYS," plural! MORE THAN ONE.

But anyways, here's a petition to get his music back on the radios. One of his celebrity friends started it. A writer or whatever. Look, even if you ain't a fan, sign! Please? I ain't a huge fan & I think he's unattractive, but some of his shit is seriously GOOD! It ain't fair for him to be punished like this. If you're totally against what he did? I'm suprised you're still reading. Its a real site, its no god damn spam. So sign it, already!!

http://www.petitiononline.com/ylnet09/petition-sign.html?

Thanks, everyone! Paayce.

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

ANBT

All Native Basketball Tournament. It was the 50th this year. Huge.. Amazing. I had no intensions on even going. I didn't want to go & I didn't care that I wasn't. But on Wednesday (the 11th), my Dad decided he felt like going - so we ended up going. Just until Friday because I had to work Friday night :) It was great to see all my friends again, just chill in the civic & walk around down town. If I didn't go, I would have been totally fine, but it was great to get to go :)

You know what else happened on the 11th? It was Akims birthday! <3 He turned 18 (finally), lol. He's 6 months older than me & he DOESN'T LET ME FORGET IT! Lol. I can't wait to be 18! :)

Alsssoo.. At school on the 11th, I had my Grad Photos taken. My first set was gross, lol. I didn't like ONE picture, so she took another set - which I liked 2 or 3, so that was awesome that she let me re-take some!

Yesterday? I got the flu. Yep. Right after I got home from work. I started shivering @ 4 & tried sleeping, but layed there for 3 hours, scared & shaking. I started to sweat. Then I went to the bathroom to wipe the sweat off my face & my Dad asked if I was feeling sick. I felt like I lost my voice, I couldn't respond! I went in my room & I started crying like a little bitch. My Mom came in & heard me crying. She asked what was wrong & I told her I've been shivering for hours. So before Dad, Craig & Uncle Wayne went to the Demons game, my Dad stopped off @ Shoppers for some meds for me! My sides started to hurt, I could barely stand, when I cough, I'd lose my breath, my throat was hurting, I was sweating like CRAZY, my head was hurting & I couldn't even get up from my bed by myself. It was horrible... I didn't stop shivering until like 11pm, until I finally fell asleep, but I woke up @ 4, sweating & shivering. It sucked. Hard.

But anyways..
I did a lot of thinking today & I've always did what people told me to do, what would make them happy & what they say is best. Its about time I do something for MY happiness. Something that my hearts telling me to do & I know I want this. In July, its ON. I'm leaving this village to live & I'm gonna have fun doing it. I'm gonna be safe & I WILL be back. I'm not gonna say exactly what I'm talking about, although I'm sure some of you know.. I trust that my parents raised me right & Dolores taught me to follow my gut. It never lies to you. & my gut feeling is telling me that everything will be fine. Like I said, I WILL be back & I WILL get my education - I'm just taking time off. I know lots of students say that & never get to it - but if they start right away, they usually don't like it & drop out for even longer. People seem to be against what I wanna do. "What if this happens?" "What if you don't feel the way you thought you would?" "What if you get hurt?" Well, WHAT IF EVERYTHING TURNS OUT LIKE IM PLANNING?! Did you ever think about that? Like, really, I can't 100% promise that I'll be okay & that shit will turn out, but in my heart, I think so. If it doesn't turn out? It was my fault & that's when you can say, "I told you so." But I'm just so over people doubting me & wanting me to do what THEY want. Life is short. Live that shit!

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

RAVENS HOME!

Damn straight! Read the title, peopleee. She's back & I feel better than ever! Life's on track, but who's to say how long it'll last? lol. People have a tendency for messing that up for me. Thanks, by the way... But anyways! There was a party lastnight & I'm not gonna lie - I didn't get much sleep, haha. It's fine though, I'm a teenager. We tend to last through those "two-hours-of-sleep-a-night" nights. Yep! Lol, when I got home, Raven was on the couch and my mom was on the other couch - we watched a couple movies and the most stupidest shit ever happened. Check it out...

Out of no where I was like, "I wanna egg a chicken!" Then my mom was like, "What?" "I wanna.. egg.. a chicken." We all started laughing & I was like, "Oh shit, wait, can you EGG a chicken? Like plop out the eggs?" Me, my dad, my mom & Raven started laughing sooo hard! Like, I'm talkin', tears in the eyes, cramps in the belly, laughing! SO HARDCORE! Raven thought "Why the hell would you wanna egg a chicken?" She thought I meant throwing eggs at one, lol. But I meant like, pushing in the chickens belly until eggs plop out of it, LMAO. And after we all laugh for like 2 minutes... my dad was like, "Chickens don't lay eggs... Hens do." And OH, my god, I think my life just changed, lol. I totally forgot all that stuff! I guess it's not funny if you weren't here though. You just had to hear how everything was said. Made so much more sense, lol. Because I didn't exactly write everything that went down, but whaaatever!

I was going to put down one of my thoughts, but then it would lead to another 1,000 lines & I'm about to head up to Ravens, soooo.. I don't think so. But yeah, I might post some tomorrow. Maybe, maybe not. We'll just have to see, huh? I know this blog was boring. My bad. I'll bring it up a little... Have a goodnight, everybody. Paayce.

"Sometimes it's hard to breathe. Just knowing you found me."
* Jennifer! <3

February 2nd was the day...

We finally made it to one year. This is my first ever one year anniversary and it feels good. I mean, the moment is bittersweet though. I find myself getting emotional, both happy and sad. Happy because we had sunny days, and a few storms, and we made it through that shit. Sad because I wanted so bad to be next to him for this moment.

Regardless, that's my baby, that's my love, that's my husband. Tomorrow morning, I'm gonna make a video of me singing to him as an anniversary gift. Kidding! I wanna do something though. Something worth doing & something he'll like. But idk what? I want all I do for him to be just.. perfect

Ahhhh damn you, tears! lol. Maan, I don't care if people call me a "sap" or "lame" for being so emotional but I don't think anybody will ever understand how much I really, TRUELY love this guy. Ever since I got with him, I LOVE LIFE. I see the good in it, cause I used to hate it. Before him, I didn't care if I died the next day. That's how bad it was. I'm tellin' you, he's my everything. I wouldn't dare mess up what we have. I put my all into this relationship. I don't recall me ever looking at the phone and not picking up when he calls, I ALWAYS pick up, whether I'm mad at him or not (unless I fall asleep with my ringer off or I'm in class!) Damn school. I cherish every second we speak. Ooh, what I wouldn't give to be next to him right now.. Sometimes I hate long distance, lol. But there ain't no way in hell I'm giving up on him. He's my everything. I just wish I could make him REALIZE that! Or make somebody.. anybody realize it.

I knoooow, I know, I'm only 17; what do I know about love? Well, I only know what it is because of Akim. And not to mention? I'm in love emotionally.. Not physically like all you other teenaged chumps. But back to my point - I only know what love is because of him. He made my life good again (like I mentioned), he re-assures me about things, reminds me he loves me @ the most random times, calls me to see how I am & say "I love you," leaves voicemails saying it if I don't pick up (because ringers off or I'm in school) and just.. Maan, I can't even explain it. Its all flattering! To know that somebody as amazing as him is in love with ME? Its breath taking, it really is. I'm head over heels, I'm sprung, I'm hooked. Call it what you want it. I'm not giving up for nothin'. We got this. I love you, baby.

School..

Hmm.. You know what I hate? There's this dude in my school, and I'm not gonna post his name because I know his sister reads this.. But he fucking STARES @ me aaalllll the time! Its like I'll be walking & he's with his friends and he just stares. I started to frown @ him when I notice him looking @ me, lol. That bitch still don't bother to look away. But I mean, it makes me so uncomfortable, it makes me nervous & I start to panic inside a little bit. Like, what? Its weird, but WHY THE FUCK WON'T HE LOOK AWAY?! Gets me sooooo mad! Eugghh..

Another thing I REALLY don't like? And this isn't just in school.. But when people ignore you. Then you hang out with somebody more up there, more, let's say "popular." Then they decide they wanna talk & act like a friend? I don't THINK so! Fakes. Fakes. Fakes. Sooo dumb *rolls eyes*

Today though, my days going pretty alright. There were Auditions in my Musical Theatre Class, in which, I'm the Stage Manager, so I didn't have to audition. Clearly. So whoever wasn't auditioning (because they did it privately), were watching a movie. First Nations Art? Maaan, that class is FUN! I'm the jokester in that class :) Talkin' to everybody. Everyone knows each other, so that makes it a LOT more chill. I'm on my lunch break right now, but I have to remember to rush to Math! Wherever we sit today, is where we sit for the rest of the year. I NEED a good spot! After that, I have my spare; planning & organizing for "Aboriginal Day." Hardcore!

But I'ma goooo now.. Don't wanna be late for Math like I said! I might post more later. Maybe, maybe not. Paayce*

Long Distance Relationships

People shouldn't talk down on long distance relationships. Not only are long distance relationships packed with far more substance and progression than most regular relationships; but they're based on communication and compatability rather than physical attraction and longing for company. I mean at the end of the day when there's no movies left to see, malls to visit or what have you; my boyfriend and I will always have conversation to entertain us. I can name several local relationships in which the same can't be said... So, SUCK IT! Ha :)

Aaaaaaaaaanywho! January went by SO fast, didn't it? Or is it just me? Like, seriously, it feels like New Years was 2 weekends ago. But yes, January, what did I accomplish there? Let's take a look...

* Suffer an anxiety attack? Check
* Be thrown in the middle of a family fued? Check
* Lose somebody? Out of my life for good. (For various reasons) Cha-cha-CHECK!
* Completed #1, Grad Transition, but have the teacher LOSE IT & tell me, re-due it? Check
* Publically embarass myself horribly by either falling or walking in to numerous things? CHECK & check again!
* Ran out of Chocolate from Christmas time! *tear* *sniff* Check
* Went for a drive with a friend to an abandoned house, entered it, then almost got left behind in the middle of nowhere? CHECK!
* Tight-rope a nervous break-down? Double check
* Lose all sense of Sanity? Check-aroo
* Last, but not least.. Find things that were missing since August 2008? Check, check, check!

Now, I don't know about you, but that seems like a pretty fiiinnnee list to me! I gotta make those more often, lol. But anyways, I have a huge-ass headache that's REALLY killing me :( I'm off to bed.

G'night, everybody! Post tomorrow.
COMMENT!

FEBRUARY 2ND!

Damn straight! Its February 2nd today.. Do you know what that means?! Its a year for me & Akim! Our Anniversary :) We can't spend it together physically, but like he said, we can spend it together in our hearts. Corny? I think not! I love him soooo fucking much, its unbelievable,

Today was also my firsy day back to school - since last Monday, when I had my exam. Which, I think really well by the way. I hope I'm right! I love my classes. Kyle & Kolynn are in my Math. Adelia, Kyle, Kolynn, Kristy, Marissa & Duane are in my Art. I have a great teacher for LTI - Ms. Toews! Who, by the way, is from the Caribbean! :) And in the Musical Theatre Class, EVERYBODYS in it! I'm just the Stage Manager :P But I can't wait to get started!!

I don't even know what else to say right now - but todays been just a really great day :) I'm glad nobody pissd me off, lol. I'll post again soon.. Luv you guys! Paayce.

LEAVE COMMENTS!!

Super Bowl & otherrr..

Fucking Steelers. Lol, here's the thing. I barely watch football. And my team? I would say, is the Giants. Only because I knew they existed! The Super Bowl was on like 20 channels on our satellite, and I don't mind watching Football (I jus' ain't a HUGE fan), so I thought I'd watch. I knew the Giants were long gone & that the Pittsburgh Steelers & Arizona Cardinals were in the finals. I thought, since I'll be watching - why not choose a team to cheer for? I went with Arizona. The Cardinals. At first they were losing. Final round & Arizona made a come back! The announcers were saying it was the biggest come back in "Super Bowl" history! I was so jacked. They were winning by 3! In the FINAL 35 seconds of the last round, Steelers got a touch down!! Nooooo. So they ended up winning, 23 - 27. That got me pretty upset, lol. But anyways - I highly doubt you wanna hear about anymore Football...

UFC is where its at! Haha. Georges St. Pierre fought BJ Penn yesterday (Saturday, January 31st). GSP took it! Obviously. We all saw that one coming. He was named "Best Athlete" in CANADA this year! "Best Athletes" don't lose against guys like BJ Penn... Okay, Penn is a good fighter. But nothing compared to GSP!

In other news.. Its a year for me & Akim tomorrow! :D I can't believe its a year with him already. I know there are many more to come... You can quote me on that. I love him with all my heart & he loves me just the same. I know that. No question.

Hmmm.. What else? Oh! I'll be taking part in the Vancouver Sun-Run this year :) Event starts on April 5th, 2009. I can't wait, actually! Not much else to say about that...

I got 2 new pillows today! This was my first Sunday off since like October (but its ok, because I love work), hmmmm.. MY BROTHER MOVED BACK HOME! Ravens coming home soon! This is all worth mentioning.

But whaaatever! I'm finna hit the hay now & I'll post again tomorrow. Only a couple hours 'til mine & Akims anniversaryyy! :) Goodnight, everybody! Paayce.